Cry From a Broken Heart...

Brought me to my knees
to fight for the sacred..its just about time
it comes crashing down..wholly broken and surrendered
Will I ever ever wear my crown?

Torn to pieces because two became one
Now my flesh cries out for the sake of our sons

Miserable surrender..but your saving me..
I want more for my boys so take it from this house
Anointed with oil..cast out in the dirt
I have never known this betrayal or the darkness of this hurt

5 years gone
We pay the price for the weight of our sin
How in the world did we let him get in?

Not in this place...with me by your side
Where do I go in whom can I hide?
Security no more...just naked, bruised and raw...

You think I am standing in the kitchen..
But I am curled up on the floor..
chasing corners in my mind..
and wanting so much more...

You were my protector but you wore my heart in shame
what was it that you had to gain?

It was from the broken glass I always had to hide
Each time made it reality of the deepest fear inside..

Never good enough for what I want to be
He reminds me I am his child and I can be set free

Come Lord Jesus and Give me Peace...
Hold me up Lord.I need your strength..